i really need my old job back; it made me happy. i wasnt smoking, or drinking, and i stopped cutting for those months. having that job was so good for me, and now im worried that i wont have it back, and i wont get better at all.
is it weird that a summer job can that kind of effect? the people there are like family, we’re all so close. and its fun. id do anything to work at the drive in again this summer.
(Source: skinny-is-my-goal, via love-or-rot)